A
few days ago, I was pouring myself a cup of water without really paying
attention and when I finally looked, I realized the cup was overflowing,
spilling everywhere. I was staring at the mess I made when it dawned on me - that’s
exactly how I’d been feeling a few days earlier. I was emotionally overflowing
too. I had been running on autopilot telling myself ‘if I ignore this long
enough, it’ll disappear, you’re a big girl you can take it’. Boy, was I
wrong! My emotions were right there, staring back at me, waiting for me to
finally look them in the face and tend to them.
I like to think of myself
as a feeler—wearing my emotions like an accessory. However, for the
longest time, I thought being emotional meant being weak. I figured strength
was about putting on a poker face and never letting anyone see you sweat, and I
hated that I wasn’t that person. Turns out, I was way off. Real strength isn’t
about pretending you’re unbreakable. It’s about being real with yourself and
owning those messy, complicated feelings. I mean, think about it, how can you
take out the trash if you pretend it’s not there?
If you can relate, maybe it’s time to hit pause and show yourself a little love. As usual, I’ll be sharing some tips that have been very helpful to me, let’s clean up this mess together.
Steps to Emotional Healing
1. Acknowledge Your Emotions
The first step to finding
a solution is admitting there is a problem. How can you treat a wound if you keep
it covered. When I reached my limit, I had to take a big pause and tell myself,
“Wonu, you’re all over the place, girl— get it together”. Don’t wait until
you’re completely drained; as soon as you start feeling off, give yourself
permission to face it."
2. Write it down, Make it plain
Before you pick up the
phone and get into a long rant with your friend, take a moment to write down
how you truly feel. Think of it like texting yourself, but this time, be
completely vulnerable. If you can’t be honest with yourself, how can you open
up to others? Pour it all out, even the thoughts you’re hesitant to say out
loud.
I recently started
journaling, and it’s been a game changer. It feels like writing a letter from
me to me —one where I can tell myself all the things I need to hear. It’s a
safe space where I can express emotions that may be too hard to voice, and
there’s something incredibly freeing about that. More importantly, I’m learning
that journaling isn’t just about venting; it’s about understanding.
3. Meditate
Always meditate on truth. I’m just now realizing that contrary to what many believe, our feelings aren’t always the most reliable. While we’re allowed to feel whatever we feel, emotions don’t always align with reality. Think about it—sometimes, when things are realigning and making a shift, your feelings might start to convince you that everything is falling apart or that you’ve reached the end. But is that really true? I once watched an interview where the guest said’ “if you can worry, you can meditate” and that phrase stuck with me ever since. So, every time I catch myself drowning in my emotions, I’m reminded to fix my thoughts on what is pure, lovely and admirable. It’s a conscious choice to fix my mind on things that are excellent and worthy of praise.
4. Talk to someone.
Human connection is important,
and the need for it cannot be overstated. Life wasn’t designed for us to be
alone. When things get too overwhelming, reach out to friends or family members
who genuinely care about you. Surround yourself with people who will uplift
you—not just with comforting words, but with truth spoken in love. I have a
great support system, who not only say what sounds good but speak the truth
from a place of deep love and understanding.
That’s the power of meaningful relationships—having people who will walk
through the difficult moments with you and remind you of who you truly are. Find
strength in their words and wisdom, and remember, you don’t have to carry the
weight alone. Think of it like moving a heavy sofa—you can struggle all day
trying to drag it yourself, or you can call up those friends who'll not only
help lift it but also tell you if you're trying to shove it through the wrong
doorway.
After you’ve done all you
can, take a moment to find peace. Trust that, just like every other challenge
you’ve faced, this too will pass. I know it might feel like it’s going to last
forever, but I’m here to remind you that it won’t. Life has a way of shaking
things up, of ruffling your feathers, but rest in the knowledge that nothing
can keep you down unless you allow it. Rest is not giving up; it’s gathering
strength to move forward when the time is right. This is not the end it’s just a bend.